awaken myself

i had a freaky dream last night about spirits. i had to face an evil spirit that was coming for me and it would leave me alone only if i faced it confidently and mentally told it to leave me alone. the spirit could detect scared or weak feelings and would persist in the presence of fear. it wanted to push me down and crush me to the point of immobility. i had to mind wrestle it using willpower and determination and focus. right in the middle of the struggle i broke free from the dream. i woke up from the dream feeling so scared ... i could feel the draft of air in my room on my face (that's how poorly insulated this house is ~ each room has its own weather patterns) and wondered if the spirit from my dream was in my room (obviously i was still half asleep/half awake where logic and reason hadn't fully returned to my consciousness.) oh i was so glad it was a dream.