sometimes i think i've created a life i don't want to maintain... i just want to go back to that girl sitting in front of the TV watching Three's Company and Golden Girls.
since i started working i've gained weight and i'm extraordinarily disappointed in myself right now. there are so many new external influences in my life - new job, new people, new money, less alone time - and i'm not managing it well. feels like things are reeling out of my control and along the way i just keep making one bad decision after another. i feel so off track.
i have serious body image issues. too much of my self-esteem and feeling grounded and confident is directly related to body image.
this better be PMS.
why don't we have some kind of obvious outward signaling symptom so that we can tell when we are PMSing vs. experiencing something else (depression, lack of sleep, or some sickness)? like if our irises turned a different color during PMS, for example; that would be a great way of identifying that the source of upsetting emotions and confusing feelings is PMS and not some unknown stranger.
and where the heck is PostSecret!? it's sunday and i want new secrets.
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